The Return!! #Devil #Laugh

Feels like forever since the last time I wrote in my blog.

Things happened a lot this past few weeks, and I'm getting used to be busy.

May!!

There are so many birthdays this month -.-

Happy belated birthday to our leader, Megi!! i wish you all the best and thanks for the treat :9

Couldn't sleep very well last night. closing my eyes trying to sleep.

And many ideas just popped out inside my mind!

Cant't wait to do all of that! xD

and today!! 

we are going to make announcement video with a very different concept!!

still waiting for the other two to come here..

so, I'm going to sun to buy some ingredients :D

i hope it will turn out to be successful!

And!!

I miss you a lottttt :'(

Awesome!!

Wohooo!! Finally! I have my internet back online at my home! #feelingjoy Going to start to write posts again. Though i doubt anyone will read it. Well, doesn't matter. At least I have a place to share :D

Many things happened for the last two months. *deep sigh* But, behind all those things. I learned a lot! seriously A LOT!! Starting from the responsibilities given to me from my leaders yet I have to leave my old post to open a new harvest point here. Though I'm alone, it doesn't mean I'm really alone. I believe that God is with me and He will do the impossible! I invited my neighbor childhood friend to come to our youth service last Sunday, and turned out that he actually came!! :D though he was late like 1 hour and 50 minutes.. But, I have faith, that God will do something great in his life!! #amin!!

Inhale joy exhale sorrow

And, ermmm.. I'm sorry for being selfish. I truly know what it feels like. Being totally in love, and being left all of the sudden. I promised you many things yet only a few that I could make up to you. Though we aren't close, doesn't mean I don't think about you. Be better not bitter. #smile

Far from sight, close to heart

Lately, I've been bullied by a woman. Funny, how she bullied me, yet I couldn't resist. #laugh
Let's see how it will turn out to be. Either way, I will keep on track with God's way.

"Like a city whose walls are broken down is a man without self-control" - Proverbs 25:28

The best is yet to come

i just got back for 1 week picnic trip to my sister's place at jakarta. It's amazing when you know God works in mysterious ways. My brother told me to come with them to JPCC and i decided to go with them. amazing! i got to see sidney there. My brother said lucky me, was able to see sidney was a good experience, but i'm glad i learned a lot there. the preaches was good, and of course i shopped a lot :D

but that's not the end. dad and mom gave me a little surprise. and so did my brother :D

still, im waiting for the announcer appliance response.

1 Peter 5:7
Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

i wont worry about it anymore because i have faith :)

and, ermmm.
i feel guilty, i wasnt supposed to act so arrogance.
no matter what will happen later, i will be nice to all of you :)

Realized

Found my self lying on the cold floor
As I tried to collect my self
I realized the reason I fell asleep
Was because the numbness I felt inside
Grow tired of all these
As I can't deny what's in the mind
I love and missing you already
Gotta wake up to face real fact
You aren't by my side anymore
Though we are apart
I never really leave your side.


Going to sent the appliance today. Wish me luck.
Yesterday was exhausting. After presenting, I played futsal with youth members. Talked a bit with ci Dewi, and got a bit motivating preach. I will give more from now on. :|

Got a sudden plan coming up tonight. A friend of mine asked me out. I wonder what he want to discuss. At least, I got a free orders :9 :D

be well yeah :)

Happy Sigh!

Got my facebook hacked by stranger sometimes ago. -.- Finally made up my mind to create a new ID and it's finished. But I have to re-add all my friends which is quite troublesome.

Anyway, all preparations are done except I haven't put my voice sample into my usb drive.

Pray the best for me. Let God be with me too o:)

Erm, looks like I have to sleep earliy tonight.

I'll be presenting this week's announcement together with my senior presenter, Ci Vina.

Looking forward to a better experience tomorrow morning.

Happy 66th Independence Day!!

:D

Ou yea.

I've been thinking alot.

I miss you tempe goreng~

:p

Drink much water,

Keep healthy, but don't be too healthy :p

*round round*

*karaoke*
masih ada cintaaaaaa di hatiiii~ >.<

*dance dance*

Save Our Soul !!! (Ps: Help me!)

I've come along way~
and here I am!
It ain't hard, but I need help here!
Geez!

Okay, in case you don't know what's happening here. I've been recording for my voice sample. It's a necessary because they want to hear my voice. And, maybe part of this mess is because of my fault too. I've become this monster called 'Perfectionist'. And, I'm so hard to be satisfied. I want more! I have attached my laptop with several technologies to improve the recording, used a lot of software, done some research and all!
What's less??!!!!!
-___-"

okay okay, let's calm down a bit shall we??
I need all the prayer that you can give me here. Please! I need it! :D

And after some typing, I feel I can do it, somehow.
Off to continue the recording! :D

Aiming High

These past few days were tough for me. As I got a little problem with parents, and I had to struggle for designing which I thought, was hard. And I was a bit spoiled, therefore currently facing some economic problems right now. *Tehee* :p

Anyway, have done the CV designing and currently on 55% for the letter of appliance.
I can't do anything but to pray and give my best. Into Your hands I surrender.

I've taken some steps closer, though it's still so far away though.

And, I don't know..
Can someone tell me is it wrong what i'm doing right now? :|